acid dreams

Mar 18

“It’s really changed my feelings about death. I’m not nearly as afraid to die as I was before. It has also really changed my view of life about how things are basically not as they seem. There is a certain falling away of expectations.. I’m also less afraid of my own insanity. There’s this programmed guilt to fit in and be normal but I feel less inclined to be that way now. I’m not as interested in people or social lubrication situations that don’t have a lot of meaning to me. Friendships that aren’t that important are fading away… I’m not in such a hurry to get things done now. I am more relaxed in general. I am less goal oriented. If things don’t get done now, they will sooner or later. I now have a much more tangible sense of cosmic and divine consciousness with an altered sense of selfhood in relationship. A more real sense of connectedness to all around me. I am more integrated. My own divinity is less of an abstraction thinking and feeling overlap more now. I see people more as organisms. I’m more open minded and laid back. Most of my experience fade with time. Not so with DMT the images and ordeals from my sessions have grown more clear and refined. I recall being able to face the eternal fire of creation and not be burned, to bear the weight of the entire universe and not be crushed. This brings some perspective to my mundane life and I am able to relax and embrace it more easily. Outside me, not much is different. Inside, I rest in the comfort of knowing my soul is eternal and my consciousness endless” — DMT:  The Spirit Molecule (via lilycharlotte)

(via psychedelic-trips)

Jul 23

break my heart

Jun 27

(via anditslove)

Jun 15

(via conflictingheart)

Feb 21

i just dont fucking care. thats it. not at all. this shit it dumb. totally irrelevant. why do i care about menial things? so ridiculous. 

Coke Talk: Coke Talk of the Day -

coketalk:

Facebook just broke up with me in an email. No joke. At first, I thought it was spam: “Hi, your personal account was recently disabled by Facebook.”

Turns out, they really do send corporate fortune cookie emails upon summarily detaching you from the matrix and shitting you out of the machine…

(Source: coketalk)

Jan 31

“We live our lives in anticipation of the next hit of experience as if the one that’s coming will finally do it for us. What’s so strange is that nothing up ‘til now has brought that sense of real completion or fulfillment. So why are we so seduced into thinking that the next one will?” — Joseph Goldstein (via politefight)

(via fuckyeahexistentialism)

Dec 07

sometimes i think it would be nice to just burn out and fade away.

Nov 30

predictive statements about oneself, so called self fulfilling prophecies, tend to in fact come true.

Nov 13

Dear Coke Talk: On wisdom. -

Where/how did you get so wise? I don’t mean that ironically. In concrete terms, please.


Well, it sure as fuck wasn’t in church.

I’m not quite sure how to answer this really, because accepting the premise of the question makes me kind of a douche. Not that I’m one for false humility. I’ll…